i remember in jan, how i was looking forward to march cos you said you were coming back in end march.. but how could i have been so stupid to just blindly believe you and let you put my hopes so high?

once again, for the 3rd time, you're not coming back. you dont reply emails. you dont call. why do i still respect you so much and still yearn for your return back?

fuck march. like moe is the main reason you're coming back. yes if moe being in singapore is an incentive.. then what are we to you? are you not coming back just cos moe is gonna be in japan for 6 months or is that just another excuse? perhaps i should just stop expecting. since there is nothing to get in return.